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A Mosquito, My Libido - 06/27/06 02:01 PM

I don't mean to turn this into a "Milla's Sexuality This Week" blog, but it turns out I really was bisexual after all. Um, oopsie.

I've been running low on my testosterone blocker, spironolactone, having misjudged how much I had left. I likely won't get the new med shipment we ordered until Monday, so I've been on much less than my usual dose (50-75mg instead of 200mg daily) for a week or two. With my T-level rising to a normal female amount, my libido gradually returned and I became more responsive to C again.

While I definitely didn't mind having next to zero sex drive (common among us pre-op transwomen), I have to admit it's been kinda nice to have it back just for a little while. I plan to take more "spiro breaks" in the future.

Although the relationship between C and me didn't change very much throughout the whole "Milla's straight" ordeal, it's still undecided as to what we plan to do now. You'd think one's own sexuality wouldn't be so hard to figure out! Sigh.

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